On the negative side, my body feels like crap. I do suffer anxieties and panic attacks. It's like I'm constantly dueling with my mind for control over my body. I try to convince myself i'm ok, but my body releases adrenaline to protect itself. Feelings of choking and hypertesion take over. There are worse things in the world, but this matters to me.
Lets look at the year so far. 2010 is a downer for any fan of metal. The recent departures of Dio, Steel and Paul Gray have hit from all sides. News of Nergal (Behemoth frontman) diagnosed with Lukemia is also saddening. And lets not forget the disbandment of both Isis and Despised Icon(both personal favorites of mine.) Very shitty indeed.
On the plus side, there have been some excellent gigs in my area alone. Have to thank Tom Brewerton for being with me for all of those. Last month, Ihsahn was in town for a one-off show. The Emperor frontman's solo material has been leaps beyond the standard prog boundaries. It was a gig Tom and I could not miss. And it was good.
And just the other week Cephalic Carnage were back in town, bringing with them my personal favourite Tasmanians Psycroptic. Those were awesome gigs, and it looks like there will be plenty more good ones in the London area before the year is done.
To any of good readers out there, what I lack in offeriing you free downloads I give you this:
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